Mixed Fruit Jam

I'm having a happy-crappy day. 70-30 happy. I think.
I hate the feeling of having mixed feelings. It's so...bleargh. Mixed feelings is like happy-crappy, but the crappy takes away from the happy. Feels like there's something on my back I need to shake off.

So recently I did this test that told me what my "true colors" are in terms of my personality. I'm split down the middle (almost) into gold and blue. Gold is process oriented, logical, structured, steady. Blue folks are loyal, empathetic, ruled by emotions, and rely lots on feelings. And then there's some green & orange for data driven & creative etc etc.

So, do green & orange & gold folks not feel happy-crappy? logically speaking, with data & logic, there's either only happy or only crappy no? poor things.

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Wedding planning: Rant 2. To Dress or not to Dress.

Whoever said you can plan a wedding in a day was/is, well, hallucinating. And obviously never tried it before. You know who you are -- hope you're listening!
Dress or Saree? Mehendi or no mehendi? Dress, but modest? Saree but non-traditional? Mehendi on a dress? Saree with no mehendi? Dress with mehendi - yuck. Saree to church wedding - nah. Bridesmaids in sarees - hmmm. Bridesmaid in dress, everyone else in saree - hmmmmmm. Dress but not pure white? Saree but white-ish? Dress is "picture perfect" but this is hardly the movies. Saree is easy and convinient, but this is hardly the time for convenience - once in a lifetime no?  Avergae Indian dress-making or take a chance on phoren retail dress? or ditch it all for the Saree? even there's 3 more Saree occasions? Dress & color cordination or color co-ordinated sarees? Co-od clothes with decor? or Decor with clothes? Indian flowers for dress? 'western' setting with saree? Aaaaaarghh.
Its okay if this appeared garbled -- its not you, its me.